My theme of this month is Spread the Friendship. This idea came yesterday morning when I feel so alone in my board room (red. kosan). Since there aren’t many lessons anymore to be attended, I become more far from my if03 friends (except sangkuriang studio and ones who are often based in Gaib). I rarely talk with them again, only chat via y!m. I miss talking each other on stairs, coridor, or in front of door class. I want to ask them about their life, I want to be asked about my life.
Except that, lately I became hating everyone. I hate someone because he’s….well I think I don’t write it here. Because the people I hate are so many and some of them are my own friends. At first I think they are wrong. But since all people are wrong in my eyes, I realize that I’m the one who is wrong. I have to clean my heart (just like AA Jim said, “Jagalah hati, jangan kau ingkari”).
Also I get bored with my currently day activities, going to Labtek V, coming into Gaib, starting the computer, chatting via y!m, checking email, browsing thesis things, going to the next Labtek (italy course / robotics lesson / tutor (red. bimbingan) with Pak Ari), going home……argghh hate them! Now my default face is 😐 or 🙁
I think it’s the influence of playing with computer all the time.
I want to change my default looks into 🙂 I try smile as many as I could (although when in my room where I don’t meet anyone). So the effect will be between I’ll get many friends or I’ll be crazy because smiling all the time (red. senyum2 sendiri). But I believe a smile is an inexpensive way to improve my looks.
So my friends, what’s up?! When I see you in the corridor, trust me I will greet you with a big smile 😀